5.30.2004

I've got a major L.S.S on that song, Accidentally in Love for almost 2 days na.. if i hear that song again.. Grr!!

bic walked away at 11:43 PM

5.29.2004

Before I did'nt really like Karl Malone that much. Or maybe I just did not pay much attention to him, maybe except when he's in the finals against the Bulls. But now, I must say that I have so MUCH respect for him, not only as a player but as a person as well. Just want to share something he said about Kobe Bryant after game 4 against the Wolverines.

``If I had a choice between winning a championship and making things better for that little brother, I'd probably help him out,'' said the 40-year-old Malone, who left the Utah Jazz last summer for a chance at his first title. ``That's how much he means to me, and this team.

Awwwww!!! *sniff, sniff* He's turning out to be my favorite player in the Lakers even if he's still new to the team :) Its really inspiring watching him play especially against someone like Kevin Garnett, and winning at that. hehehe. Keep up the Good Work, Karl! :) ahhaha!! Parang close eh! :P

I know I want the Lakers to win the Championship. Not only because they are my fave team ever since but just so, someone as deserving as Karl Malone could finally get a championship ring. :)

bic walked away at 12:57 AM

I just love the Midnight Madness in Glorietta. :) Whoo!! :) At first I really did'nt want to go to Makati cause I was feeling tired, even slept in the car, but as soon as I got out and saw all the Sale Banners, 50% off signs everywhere, there's this certain rush of adrenaline. hahaha!! :) Shopping gives me that kind of feeling. But of course, Eating still tops my list. That's why, even if I was super duper raring to shop, I ate 2 meals first, to get my energy for all the shopping that i'm gonna do. hehe. Can't forget the expression that my dad made when I was almost done with my first meal. He aske me if I was done, then I answered, "No, I ordered another Pasta! " hhah!! :) All my daddy could do was to shake his head in astonishment!! hihihi. But what can I do, I need the energy. You see, even if we go to Makati every friday, all I do is window shop. Poor me. huhuh. :)Now, I want to shop, shop, shop. Its been like a month or two since I bought something. hehe.

Even saw Alf, Leo, Ghe and Joey. :) Alf was even talking to me while he was in the escalator, while I was not. Just imagine Alfred's voice! hahah!:) They were there for Jam's despidida. I was quite surpised to hear that though I don't know where jam will be going. Alf invited me to go with them, but I could'nt since I wanted to eat first and of course, to go shopping. I was like a kid, in a toy store. I did'nt know what shop to go to first. Good thing i saw my ate. :) She was generous enough to buy us one item, eventhough she still has not received her salary. Bait noh! :)I was going from one store to another, not minding if there were a lot of people. I guess there's this certain accomplishment when you're in a room filled with shoppers also, then all of a sudden you see this one great buy! You feel like saying "yes!!" and showing it off!! hahahah! :) guess I'm just a shopper at heart! :) I had so much energy, that even my ate who's a shopaholic, was really tired. But not me!! :) Bad trip lang cause the traffic was so bad that it took us almost 2 hours to go to Makati from La Salle. Exagge Noh!! Kaya super duper bitin tonight.

But I must say that I'm satisfied with the things that I bought. I even made a sacrifice. There was this nice shirt that i really liked. It was in color pink, but when Kar saw it, she liked it too. But since I saw it first, that gave me the option to buy it, but since I knew how much she LOVES the color pink, I made the ULTIMATE sacrifice, and just let her have that shirt. I'm such a good person! hahahah!! :)

Today was the best. The Lakers won, submitted our revisions, Gian Came (finally!!) and shopped till I dropped! heheh. Tired feet and all but still, its the best. :)

bic walked away at 12:03 AM

5.27.2004

Why won't anyone believe me when i say i'm so over you-know-who? Promise!

bic walked away at 10:27 PM

5.26.2004

Nothing really exciting happened today. The Lakers won. Yey!! Hope i win the bet!! and...

Me, Ruz and Farids, were able to catch Bamboo play Noypi. Sayang lang cause I really wanted to hear Mr. Clay. But it was okay considering that when we got there, the concert was almost over. Grabe nga eh, for a while, we turned into fanatics. ehhe. :) Ruz, wanted to take pictures of the band, but it was super duper crowded talaga. Pero, knowing me, even if it was so hot, I was so persistent that even if there were a lot of people, I found a way to get near Bamboo and so I got his signature while Ruz got a picture of him. Hahah!! :)


and as planned, we "technically" moved in on our thesis room just so we could get the bigger table. hehe.

Was surprised to see Joms, Rage, Niks and Tufe when i went to the thesis room. They too, moved in with their PC. It was really nice seeing them cause it was just like the old times :) and as usual, ako na naman nakita nila :P I won't write what we talked about cause Lionel might be reading this and might tease me about it. hehe!! anyway... going back to joms and the rest...masasabi ko lng.. HOW MEAN!! With a capital M!! they purposely locked me inside our thesis room without my knowledge!! I thought that when they said goodbye to me, they already went ahead of me, until I was about to go out... GRRR talaga! I almost panicked when i could'nt let myself out. And i was all alone in 411 !! I guess, from all the panicking and the pushing that i did with the door, the remote control for the aircon fell.. hihih.. and that was probably what Joms heard. Buti na lng, the remote was still working :P So they finally went inside, and let me out, for fear that I might damage anything in the room. ahhaha!! Yan kasi!!

Finally was able to "talk" to gian. Haaayy!! Promise.. someday, when i am bored, i will make a list of Gian's excuses. I don't know wether to laugh or cry. hahha! :D

bic walked away at 10:48 PM

5.25.2004

Met all my profs this term, and i must say that even after what has happened, the Lord is still good. Can't wait to study. woaaaahh!!! hahahha! :)It just feels weird to be walking in the lobby and not knowing anyone anymore:( haaaay! The only nice thing about it is, I get to see my "soon to be" crush na lower year. hehe. :)

Tomorrow is a very important day. Lakers must win tomorrow. Or I'll never hear the end of Tufe telling me how loser of a team they are. Which reminds me, Filipi was fun. Medyo corny prof namin but knowing me, the cornier a joke is, the funnier it is to me. hehe. I just did'nt expect that I would have a lot of classmates from Gokongwei. :) There were the 5 of us (Me, Tufe, Kathy, Alf, Jonathan) and two other 5th year CS students. 5th year cause I don't like the term terminal. hehe. Kakatawa nga cause there was this guy who was from ComSci as well, in his 2nd year, and he has plans of shifting cause the course for him is getting harder. Maybe, after hearing all of us say we are in our 5th year, he will have no doubts on shifting. hehehe.

My only worry for this term is definitely our thesis :( We will be moving in on our thesis room by tomorrow. Sad lng cause there's another group to share the room with. Hope they're nice. ;)

I guess, this term is off to a good start. ;)

bic walked away at 9:57 PM

5.23.2004

I don't really as in super duper liked songs with tagalog lyrics. I don't know why. But definitely NOT one of the reasons is because I like foreign acts better. In fact, i like a lot of our local artists like Rivermaya, Nyoy Volante etc. Basta, maybe its just not my type. In fact, my fave songs which have tagalog lyrics are really only a handful which are "Nasaan Ka?" (Nyoy Volante), "Huwag na lang kaya" (True Faith) and my all time fave "Ipagpatawad mo" (VST) :) Yeah, baduy na kung baduy But i really love that song. Makes me sappy and over-sentimental. hehhe. Anyways, I've re-discovered a classi song that I'm going to add to that short list. :)

Farids and i were talking over the phone, and for some reason, we came into this topic of lyrics. hehhe. :) Coincidently, before i talked to her, i was watching tv when i saw this song by Barbie's cradle, Limang Dipang Tao. I knew that song way before but i never paid attention to its lyrics until i saw it on Myx. Did'nt know that i could relate to the song very much. ahhaha! :)And so when i brought up that song, Farids was about to say the same thing about that song. Galing! Its very "relate-able". ehehe. It makes me remember of how foolish I was before ;)To those who know me, you'll probably know why by just reading the lyrics.. ;)

Limang Dipang Tao

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
sa abenidang aking napagdaanan
Nag-aabang ng masasakyan, patungo kung saan,
di ko malaman

Sa aking dyipning sinasakyan,
mayroong natanaw na mama
Sa dinami-rami ng nagdaraan, ikaw pa ang nakita,
ikaw pa ang nakita
May kasamang dalaga

Para, mama dito na lang, bababa na ako
Para, mama dito na lang, heto ang bayad ko
Para na sabi, para na sabi, para mama
Para na diyan sa tabi!

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan,
ang dinaanan ko sa paghabol sa iyo
Tinatanaw ang pagakay mo
sa dalagang pinagseselosan ko

Sa pagmamadali nadapa ako,
sa bangketang kinatatayuan mo
Lumapit ka, at tinulungan ako,
at kita'y tinitigan (at kita'y tinitigan)
mga mata'y nagkabanggaan
Ano ba itong naramdaman?

Sorry, mama pasensiya ka na, akala ko'y asawa kita
Sorry, mama pasensiya ka na, sorry't naabala ka pa
Sorry na sabi, sorry mama, sorry't napagkamalan ka

Limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
sa Abenidang aking kinatatayuan
nagaabang ng masasakyan
patungo kung saan, 'di ko malaman

Limang dipang taong naguunahan
sa unting sasakyang nagdaraan
sayang ang dyipning kanina'y lulan
at ngayo'y nagsisisi, sa aking pagbubusisi

malaking pagkakamali

Para, mama sasakay po, limang dipang taong nagtutulakan
Para, mama sasakay po, limang dipang taong naguunahan
Para na sabi, para mama, para na diyan sa tabi.

Para na diyan...

bic walked away at 8:44 PM

5.22.2004

I honestly thought i had it all figured out, but now.... aaarggg!!! i know i've said it a LOT of times but maybe its now time to get serious... my friends say i'm the mature one in the group but in all honesty, they may see me act like one but i certainly don't think like one. Cause if i did, i would not have feelings of regrets right now. I won't go back to thinking, "What could have been?", cause i know it would be just a waste of time, but I can't help myself. I know what I'm capable of, its just that for some reasons, i'm finding ways to let myself down. I know sometimes it might be too late, but I'm just oblivious with that fact.

Maybe the wrong thing about being me being too happy or by being too optimistic is that i always think to myself that everything will be okay and that instead of letting my failures teach me, I just try to forget what happened and just move on...

Can't wait to go to Tagaytay tomorrow, to do some thinking :( Sometimes i wonder if my being impulsive is admirable for it takes guts but then there are times when i realize, in the end that I'm just being plain stupid for doing things impetuously.

Haayyy..just don't like it when it rains, makes me all comtemplative and sentimental.

bic walked away at 4:01 PM

Got to love Fridays / Friday Nights!! My feet are so tired from all the walking that we did in the mall. Sadly i was not able to buy anything. :( No wonder when we ate at Italianni's, i was able to finish my pasta, which was really good for 2, halfway through the meal. eheheh.


Yey! Finally was able to watch Troy tonight. :)At first, I must admit that i really culd not care less if i was able to watch the movie or not, since I'm not into Greek war movies nor into Brad Pitt but after my Ate watched it, and telling me how I SHOULD really see the movie, i go really interested in it. :) Syempre, i want to be in-the-know. eheheh. :D

I liked the movie,ok so i super liked the movie but it was not necessarily as in LOVED the movie, but I got my money's worth. :) We all agreed that we love Eric Bana's Character which was as Hector. If he didn't die middle through the film, i think he would have been the real star of the film. and can i just say that i do not like Orlando Bloom's Character!!! >:( I won't write why cause baka ma-high blood pa me. eheh :).. but he did have some redeeming points but still..

..and even though i admit that i'm a crybaby during movies, i did not expect that i would even cry at that kind of movie but i did. It was because of the scene where the father wanted Hector's body back. *sniff sniff*. I really wished Hector did'nt die but what can i do, its already in the History books. :) Since Helen launched a thousand ships, i was eager to see who Helen was. I must admit she was beautiful BUT i don't know, I guess i found the wife of Hector (Saffron Burrows) or Achilles love interest (Rose Byrne) more appealing. I just can't quite figure out where i saw that actress, Saffron Burrows, before? hmmm... hay naku, i got to find out. It's like hearing a song, and you just got to know who sang it or what the title of the song is...grr!

I guess, all in all, i would recommend the film. :)Guess its going to be a good night sleep for me. Tomorrow, back to school again for the adjustment. blech! :P haaaayy... back to reality again!! but hey, God is still good. :)

I can't get the song "Dirty Dancing" out of my head.. arrrg... "i just wanna be dancing, dirty dirty dancing..shake your ass girl! " :) asar! Gusto ko l.s.s. ko "It's you". hahaha! :)

bic walked away at 12:35 AM

5.21.2004

Send in the Wolves :) both in the Western Finals and for the next term.. sh*t! dapat kayanin ko to..

Learned something new today. Didn't know the song called "when i met you" was sung by APO. hehe. wala lng. always though it was sung by a foreign band.. :) ".. and it all began, when i met you "

Liking a new local song. Its called "It's you" by U Turn. hihi :) Grr! lng cause i ca'nt find the lyrics nor a mp3 of the song... cute ng song. super! :)

bic walked away at 12:57 AM

5.19.2004

Since i'm a sucker for scary movies, i could'nt wait to watch The Eye 2 So I went to RP on its first showing day with Seyds and Michael.. and i must say i was kinda dissapointed. :( ok, ok I admit, i screamed a lot of times, even if i was the only one who did. ehehe But as a whole, it was not what i expected the movie to be. Maybe because i really liked the first movie. Kasi for me, a good scary movie should:

1. make me scream at least 4 times.
2. make me hold the hand/arm of may katabi maski once lang during the most frightening part of the movie
3. after the movie ends, it should make me paranoid thinking that the "ghosts" could happen to me.
4. even if i'm so sleepy, i'll still watch tv or surf the net just so it could take my mind off the movie.

unfortunately, number 1 was the only factor that applied, kaya ndi as in super duper scary yung movie. buti na lng, napasigaw me kaya pwde na rin. hehehe! Should have watched Troy talaga, pero pwde na cause i watched it with my friends naman eh. :)

By the way, super duper happy that the Lakers were able to beat the Spurs.. woke up pa just for the game. Asar nga cause they used the "Hack-a-Shaq" pero buti na lng... :P

Can't wait to see who wins between the Wolves and the Kings. But personally, i want the Wolves to win, kasi mas may chance na manalo lakers over them eh.. ehhehe..

Hope the Lakers really win. :) Anyway found this article about the team that i really like. Its about the changes the Lakers went through. From the trial, to the quarrels.. basta read nyo na lng..

http://www.dailynews.com/Stories/0,1413,200%257E28541%257E2152918,00.html

bic walked away at 4:49 PM

5.18.2004

I need a miracle! :(

bic walked away at 9:23 PM

5.14.2004

3-2 Lakers! Nuff said, I don't want to comment anymore cause i know there are gonna be a lot of kontrabidas. :P I super duper just hope that they will win when they go back to L.A., if not, Lakers are gonna be in big trouble. Thanks rap and rage for telling the "truth". :P

Today, i know i should be worrying about important stuff but i could'nt help but enjoy this day. Laugh trip sobra. hehe. Most especially Chismis galore. hahaha! :) Felt nice cause even though i spent the day with friends i'm not super duper really close with, maybe with the exception of Ellie, i did'nt feel uncomfortable or shy which tend to happen when i'm with "new" people:) Sometimes you don't really need money to have fun, all you need is the right company and good conversations. Cheers! :D

I miss my friends. :(

bic walked away at 11:12 PM

5.13.2004

Found this "what if" survey in friendster.. promise, natatawa ko about it kaya i decided to answer it na rin. :) hehehe

ANG CRUSH MO AY:

bading:
- last "supposedly to be" crush ko.. bading.. haaay.. bakit ganun?! :( all the good looking ones are gay..

priest:
- move on.. ayaw ko mag-interfere pag may kinalaman na ang Church or si Lord BUT if sacristan, mukhang mapapadalas punta ko sa Church.. hehe.. or front row seat pa. ehhe

teacher(sa school nyo):
- baka di me makapag-concentrate nyan but i'll try my best to get good grades para he'll notice me. :)or i'll ask questions AFTER classes. hahahah

bestfriend mo:
- hirap. usually its either you go for broke here eh.. it will never be the same.. wag na lng..

kapitbahay mo:
- cguro, magbibigay me ng fruits or something, as a welcoming gift. hehe. maski matagal na sila nandun. ahhaah

dating kaaway mo:
- cguro now, if kinausap na nya ako, medyo smile smile na ako. :)

bagong lipat sa school nyo:
- same..shift to stalker mode...heheh

anak ng kaibigan ng mommy mo?
- siguro pa silip silip lng me if nasa house sila namin. shy ako eh. or pa-simple me na mag-ask questions sa mom ko. hehe

QUESTION IS: isa ba ang crush mo sa nakalista sa
taas?
- no crush as of now eh.. ayoko na. haha! :) nadala na ako!

bic walked away at 12:22 AM

5.12.2004

Slept from around 4 pm yesterday and just woke up at 8:30 in the morning. hehe. more than 16 hours of sleep!! Sarap ng feeling. :) but what's even better is going to NBA.Com and seeing the headline of 2-2!! :) Yup. The Lakers won!!! Super duper Yey!! :)

Funny nga eh, Lionel and Joms were texting me like super tambak and talo na raw Lakers. Harhar!! beh! :P I just hope that the Lakers will be able to keep it up. Please please. I'm not really as in a super duper fan of Kobe as some of my friends assume but i do believe he's the best player around(just my opinion ah), pero WOW!! as in super galing niya in today's game despite of everything that's going around him. Galing super! :D

bic walked away at 6:46 PM

5.11.2004

Just had less than 3 hours of sleep because of volunteering from NAMFREL:( But it was ok since I'm feeling patriotic. hehehe. And knowing me, the less sleep i get, the more hyper i become. haha! :) Met some nice people in the precints where i was assigned. I must admit it was really a tiring and a super dizzying day, but in a way, it was all worth it.

The day started at 12 in the afternoon. We were oriented again and were given our ID's and manual. We arrived at Aurora School, where we were assigned, at around 3:30. As expected, the place was crowded, hot and basta, in one word, nakakahilo. As NAMFREL volunteers, we were tasked to monitor the proceeedings and at the end, collect the Election return for Namfrel. I won't even begin the many irregularities i've seen with the precints i've handled. Buti na lng andun ako to stop it.. hhahha!! joke!!

Since we were the ones to get the election return, which means we have to wait till the whole counting ends, we left the school already at 2:30 in the morning. No exaggeration!! promise! But as i was saying before, good thing there were nice people esp in the precints because there was this specific moment that i must share. hahaha!!

It was already 1 in the morning, feeling sleepy while waiting for the counting of votes to end, when some of the poll clerks were making chikka chikka with me. One particular volunteer there asked me how old i was. I was suppose to say 21 but i said 20 ahhaha! :) and guess what she replied to me? "kala ko 17 ka lng. totoo!! YEEESSSS!!! syempre nabuhayan me bigla. hahahaha! :)

We finished everything by 5 in the morning here in LaSalle. I must mention my daddy cause he waited for me till 5. He was all there alone in the car since 12:30 in the morning cause he wanted to make sure i was safe from Aurora. haayy!! :) love my daddy so much. Even though i noticed he was getting impatient, i mean who would'nt but when i mentioned some food, nakabawi din ako. ;)

Woke up at 9:45 cause i still had my class at 10:30. haaayy.. bad news pa!:( good thing i was able to see some of my highschool kabarkada. Juls and Xtin. One thing i like about our friendship is that nothing has changed. Even if they always make fun of me, I could always be "me" when i'm with them cause they really know me and that means, laughing out loud, eating "like a man" or just talk about anything. :) Still friends after 8 years and counting... :) I'm lucky to have them maski iniwan ako sa swimming. :P

Just had to mention that a 'mean' friend named Tufe texted me just to inform that he was back from States and that the Lakers was 0-2!!! GRRR!! kala ko pasalubong or someting! :p Buti na lng, Lakers won na! HA! beh!

bic walked away at 1:48 PM

5.09.2004

Just got back from Rockwell. Feels super duper good to be in a mall again. hehe. :D Ate at this Japanese restaurant.. haayy.. Tempura, California maki, Tuna, Dynamite roll, lotsa rice.. Foods i can't afford if i was to pay with it out of my own allowance, kaya took advantage of it na. haha! :) So many nice stuff but unfortunately, limited money. huhuhu :( can't wait for my ate to give me some shopping money.. soooo looking forward to it.

Anyway, its Mother's Day now. Since technically, its already 12:47 am. Just want to say how much i love my Mommy :) Since we are a close knit family, my mommy's just like a sister to me, or she want to act like one or look like one. heheh. If my daddy asks me a lot of times where me "nagmana" cause i sing "bad", which i totally disagree with, or that i'm "temaarts", i always tell him its because of mommy. She's even worse. hehe. But its okay, its one of her traits that makes me love her more. :) Kaso sometimes, i don't like her when she acts like "us" like making parining when we want something. ;) Since Mother's day was coming up, while we were going through the stores, i noticed that she would always point out some of the things she liked. Not because she just wanted to share how much she liked those things, but she was making "parinig" to me so that i would buy it for her as a mother's day gift. Si mommy tlaga oh!! .

Anyway, among the things she told me, i bought her this plant she was obviously pointing out to me.. it was kinda expensive and knowing how i don't have much money, i immediately texted my younger sister.."Kar, share share sa gift kay mommy ah!" hehehhe. :)


Me and my Mommy

Seems like my money plant which i bought in Baguio is dying.. so is my money..huhu. :( But i don't mind at all. Cause seeing how much my mom loved it, it was super duper worth it :) .. Anyway, i still have my Ate to look forward to.. nyahahah! :)

And to my mommy, I always thank the Lord, esp in my prayers, cause you're my mommy. :) I'll try not to give you any headaches anymore. :)

To all my friend's who might be reading this, i wish your moms a Happy Mother's Day! :)

bic walked away at 12:50 AM

5.07.2004

Been cleaning up my room and found this poem which i really like.. nice timing.. I remembered it was my sister who showed it to me before..

forget his name, forget his face
forget his kiss and warm embrace
forget the love that you once knew
remember now, there's someone new
forget the love that you once shared
forget the face that you once cared
forget the time you spent together
remember now, he's gone forever
forget your cry all night long
forget him when you played your song
forget how close you two once were
remember now, he has chosen her
forget you memorized his walk
forget the way he used to talk
forget the times when he got mad
remember now, he's happy not sad
forget the thrills when he passed by
forget the times he made you cry
forget the way he spoke your name
remember now, he just played a game
forget the times that went so fast
forget them all they're just in the past
forget the dreams that can't come true
forget the boy... cause he has forgotten you...

I really like sad love poems. I can't relate to it but the emotions that these poems convey thru words, may it be simple or deep, it just really hit you. Whether you've experienced such or not. I even noticed that among the poems i've written, the saddest ones are usually the one's I've written best. Don't know why when Life's been good and I'm always in a happy mood. Maybe its because I've always been affected by my sister or friends' sad stories of unrequited love, unworthy guys, love turned bad. To be honest, it makes me scared, but i will always believe in happy endings even if believing in it is to a fault. ;)

..Tama na nga! hahaha :)

bic walked away at 4:44 PM

5.06.2004

ARGGGG!!

i'm not losing my faith.
i'm not losing my faith.
i'm not losing my faith.
i'm not losing my faith.

but the Lakers better win Game 3 :)

bic walked away at 2:32 PM

5.04.2004

GRABE!!! Got quite a scare today. :( i was suppose to do our thesis when i got the shock of my life, when i logged in, the screen went blue, and when i searched for my files, all of it were gone. as in g-o-n-e. NOOOOOO!!! Important files like our thesis docu, all important software, priceless pictures, over a hundred MP3s, large video files which i patiently downloaded on dial up, were all missing in My Documents folder. I literally felt my heart skipped a beat. Even some of my programs were missing. My first thought was "NOT AGAIN!!!", cause just 2 months ago, my C: crashed.. :( So my initial action was to restart my pc, but as soon as i logged in again, it was still the same. I was reacting to myself, making crying sounds, that i really looked foolish for those who saw me here in the lobby. hehe. And since i'm not really super duper good with technical stuff or with fixing computers, what i did was to go online in my YM. Good thing there were kind souls like Mark, Lion and Farids who in more ways than one offered some help. But although, none of their solutions worked, heheh, it was the thought that counted. :)

So to make the long story short, i restarted my laptop again for the nth time. and finally after a moment that seemed like forever, TADAA!! i saw our studio pic again in my desktop!! yehey!! i could'nt felt more relieved at seeing that picture. :)



Grbe tlga! wala lng! :) hihi.. sorry but that incident just really scared me..super! pero Thankyou Lord tlga po. :) Everything's back to normal... haaay.. back to thesis again.. :(

bic walked away at 4:11 PM

5.03.2004

Let me start by saying that today was just not my day :( i don't like whiners, given that i'm an optimist myself, but i'm allowing myself to whine just for tonight. :)

First of, i overslept. and because of that i was not able to do one of the things i consider to be a "need" everyday.. eat breakfast. and knowing how i value eating, this made me silent the whole trip to school. I guess i thought that the day would still turn out okay eventhough i wasn't able to eat and that although i overslept, i was able to arrive at school 10 minues before my class, but as luck would have it.. i saw Ms. Mavic. Normally, i would always love to see Ms. Mavic and make "chikka chikka" with her, but not today because i knew it would be our thesis that we would be talking about..and i was right. :( Even if i wanted to turn away, from afar, I knew she already saw me. So with a smile, i said hello. :) She immediately asked for our software demo. uh oh.. when summer came, we ignored the fact that there was this important matter called our thesis.. hehe.. and with a faint smile, all i said was that we were working on it..and that we were working seperately on the modules which we wanted to integrate first before showing it to her.. i thought i would get away with it.. but nooo... Ms. Mavic insisted that it was okay if we showed it module by module.. :( ..So now, we are forced to work everyday now so we would be able to demo by Friday. and Because of my encounter with Ms. Mavic, i knew i was already late for my class which was in LS bldg considering that i'm in Gokongwei.. Yep, i was indeed late.

And then the ulitmate downer of all downers.. i found out in class that the Lakers lost... noooooo!!!... Grrrr!!! ... oo na. oo na. talo na.. i promise, if one person laughs in my face again because the lakers lost... super grr tlga! But i'm not losing my faith.. its just one game! and to add to my misery, the prof made parinig to us becaue i was asking Seyds some questions. :( "If you don't want to listen to my class, its best to go out".. or something to that effect. :P pfft!

Since i was having a bad day, and eating is one of the things that can make me happy, i suddenly craved for Spicy Squid in Ersao, but just as unlucky as i was since i woke up.. when we arrived there.. it was closed. :( haaaayyy..

I guess the only bright moment for the day was our thesis meeting. :) Everyone was cooperating. :) We even went to UM just to buy a software... but as this day would have it.. Ruz, just texted me how the CD won't work... grr na tlga!!! To make it even worse.. zero credits. and empty batt pa. No wonder my dad was'nt able to call me and when he was able to pick me up, he was telling me how i could buy other things but not even spare my money for load. Sorry po, umaasa ako sa pasa load hehehh. :)

Tapos, after connecting to the internet to start thesis, i just found out that i just got the Sasser worm, its like the blaster which shuts of your PC. Good thing i was able to download the security patch for it. :)So my laptops working fine na. :) yey!

Pero ayoko magpatalo to a bad day.. so i'm giving myself a foot spa right now. ehheh. So while my feet are soaked in soapy water in one of those Massaging Foot Spa equipment..I'm now eating my "midnight snack", 6 slices of bread with melted cheese, tomato and Spicy tuna, complete with super ice cold lemonada. :) and with good music in the background.. haaaayyy.. this is life.. so even while i'm typing right now.. and doing thesis at the same time, even if the day was so baaad, i don't mind at all... :D Good night! :)

bic walked away at 10:24 PM