6.03.2004

6:30 am

Wasn't feeling very well when i woke up this morning. :( Thesis must be really getting into my head. It's coming to a point that before i go to sleep or after waking up, the first words that come to my mind are asp, data grid and sql. As compared to last week when the first thing that comes to my mind was if the Lakers were winning against the Twolves. Because of school and thesis, I'm not having the good sleep that i deserve. And i guess the fact that i have not taken my vitamins. hehe. But knowing me, no day should be wasted whining about stuff, so I just put on a smile like I always do each time I go to school and I just know the rest of the day will be okay. :)

Though I was not able to attend one of my classes today cause I was not feeling well, I was able to accomplish something about our thesis today. and its not "Lovesick" as some of my friends woud say. :P baduy. Anyway, Aside from thinking positively, listening to my fave new wave songs or as Ruz would put it "my oldies songs" helps :) That got me in my mood. :) To the point that it got me going to this videoke place in providence with Joms and Rage.


1:30 pm
I love singing. in fact I love it so much that I sing always. In the car, taking a shower, going downstairs, almost everywhere, maybe except in the thesis room. hehe. Kaya when Rage had this idea of videoke, I was game. :) I must say that I had fun. Sang maybe 6 songs. heheh. Just did'nt like the part wherein I got this score where I shall not mention it. I'm not being defensive or anything, but I BELIEVE the reason that i got that score was because I sang softly. I sang that way cause I chose all love songs. hehe. :) As compared to Rage's choices which required loudness. :P I used to like that particular song but now, if Rage or Joms ever sings that song in MY FACE again, SUPER GRRR talaga!! >:(

But had fun anyway and that's what counts. :) While Joms and I were walking back to school, Joms said something about how he wished it would always be like that. Fun, with no worries. And i agree. As much as i wished that there would be no thesis or that I should have studied hard before, I know it won't happen. But I don't believe in regrets, so am just looking forward to finishing thesis and school. I promise, after that, I'm going to spend my time with my family and friends, and pursue my dream of teaching less priviledged children :) So why did I take up Computer Science or why I still pursued it despite of, I guess that's the stubborness in me. and that I'm just not a quitter..

But as of now, as Joms and I would put it.. "its back to reality again". :(

7:30 pm
I was still in the thesis room wih Rage, Niks, Joms, and Tufe. I was finalizing our group's work when Tufe interrupted me. He has a surprise for me DAW. And when i saw it.. GRRRRRRR!!! It's not even funny. Its true I don't have a crush on him anymore but I just don't like it when my friends STILL teases me about it. Cause what usually happens is that ever since I knew the word "crush", when people tease me about a particular guy, I end up SOMETIMES having a crush on that guy as well. and the last thing would want is to have a "crush" on him AGAIN! promise. Its better that way.



8:30 pm
Ate dinner like there was no tomorrow. Since my dad just celebrated his Birthday yesterday, *Love you Daddy* there was a lot of food. so I ate and ate and ate. Got to bring back the pounds i gained that i really worked hard for. :) Maybe I will share some of that food tomorrow. :)

Hayy..Maybe i got sick cause super lamig sa theis room namin. :(

bic walked away at 9:33 PM