6.29.2004

Its 1:05 in the morning and I know I should be sleeping right now but unfortunately i can't. So I'm taking a break now from thesis and writing in this journal instead...

I have now officially moved into kar's room because my Tito and Tita who came from the states are sleeping over at my room. They came here to surprise my Lola who celebrated her 80th birthday last saturday. We threw her a celebration at Hyatt complete with a program, buffet and of course ballroom dancing, which included me dancing. hahaha! The last time I danced ballroom was during my dad's birthday, and it kinda felt akward dancing in front of many people especially when i was the only one with my partner on the dance floor. But even if the sounds were old and disco type, there's just something about some songs that just makes you feel the rythm and before you know it, you're feeling the song, dancing into it and enjoying it no matter what era they are from. And it doesn't hurt that I got compliments with my dancing despite committing some mistakes. Although I'm just not good in handling compliments. Eversince, I never really believed in it. Instead, I took compliments as either a joke, sarcasm or just plain lying. But aside from that, that night was okay cause I was able to see my cousins again. :) I guess I just did'nt like the part where they would ask if I was already a graduate.. Haaaayyy... :(


Anyway, just read my horoscope. It says, If you find yourself feeling a little low-key on Monday, don't worry. You'll be ready to start enjoying yourself again before the week is through. Its true, I don't know if I just felt sick because I think I'm coming down with the flu, or maybe I'm just tired , but I guess,I was not the usual cheerful person that I know. I know I should'nt really believe in astrology and Horoscopes but ever since I could remember, I was always into those kinds of things. Maybe because generally, descriptions of Sagittarians, like moi, has always been fairly accurate. In fact, a habit of mine when going online, is to always first check, aside from my mail, astrology sites such as Yahoo, YM and a lot more. hehe. I know it sounds childish but it sometimes makes you excited knowing a horoscope, especially if its a good one, could become true. Its like reading an exciting news. I just don't go by living what my horoscope tells me because in that case, I think its not becoming Christian Like and to be quite honest, its downright Ridiculous. But it still fun anyways. :)


Its funny how things work. Just when you have the chance to get to know, you lose interest. maybe its because you find out things that ruins the image you've thought of. Maybe it was better that I was not able to know, so that the perception is still there, but truth is, its best that I found out before I wasted my time thinking of it.

bic walked away at 1:01 AM