9.13.2004

ANIMO

First day of classes have always been exciting and at the same time scary for me. I know I should be used to this feeling by now, but for some reasons, this term I'm feeling more scared. Maybe its because I know that this should be my last term, and as childish as it may sound, it kinda feels lonely. I mean, although Co and Seyds still have their thesis and I still have Tufe in most of my classes, I guess, its still not the same :( I mean, even going to my Litera class, I could'nt help but feel nervous. hehe :D Its been a long time since I cross enrolled alone.

During lunchtime, while Tufe, Jon and I were having lunch, it suddenly crossed my mind that I would no longer meet Ruz or Farids even Gian later, or that we don't have any thesis room to go to, to see Niks, Rage and the others. I mean, I'm not complaining that we passed Thesis (hehe) but maybe what I'm trying to say is I miss my friends already :( No wonder while walking in the lobby or at La Salle per se, the mere sight of friends like Lion, Shatz, Ellie, Kathy, Ge, and other batchmates, I can't help but smile and my eyes just light up cause somehow, it felt like the way it was before :) I don't know what's gotten into me and I'm feeling kinda senti, maybe its the monday blues or just the old plain feeling that its "school again!?!"

But i guess, first day of classes wasn't really that bad AT ALL. Maybe except for that moment when i was making drama and all. hehe ;) I know my friends would just laugh or even make a *sighing* sound, but there really is just something about my red shirt. hehe :) I wore it today cause I feel that I'm lucky whenever I do wear it. Promise! Before whenever I wore that shirt, I would always have an interaction with ponkan, I know that's impossible to happen right now, instead today, who would have thought I would be classmates with my crush from way before, or that i'd be able to talk to this cute guy. hahaha! :P But most of all, I got tickets for the DLSU-ADMU game. YIPEEEEEEE!!!! :D Thanks to Kar's friend, Patchoi :) Since I had classes to attend to, and Kar and I was still nowhere at the half part of the line, Patchoi was nice enough to buy tickets for us. hehe. :)

Am so excited for tommorrow :) No need to be senti and all. haha! :D I guess, sobrang nasanay lng me last term where everything was like a routine and that it seemed like there was so much to do each time. Thesis, Classes, Thesis. And so now, I feel so "vacant" hehe :) I would have gotten a part time job but my mom would'nt let me. grr! I guess, this term, I would really just try to make the most out of it. I'll try to be a nerd even just this once. Kayanin ko kaya? hehe :D

bic walked away at 8:49 PM