Must have slept a good 10 hours or so. Sarap ng feeling now that my laptop has been formatted. i feel like its super clean and all :D Had a scare when after formatting, i used the quick restore cd that comes with the laptop, but it turned out okay cause I no longer need to download drivers and all. :) I'm super saya that right now, I'm in school so that i could download the programs that I need. Since I'm forever using the dlsu account, if i did that at my house, I know it would take forever. eheh. Had to thank Kathy cause she lent me her cd rom. I don't know how i would be able to format without it. Thanks Kathy :D

I'm now in a much better mood than yesterday. Just saw Ms. Mavic and so we talked:) During our talk, I mentioned bout me wanting to teach. She was nice enough to tell me that she would inquire about those units for the teaching proram for me. I really do want to become a teacher. I stayed taking up ComSci just so I could prove something to myself. I think I'm an ok programmer but its not something that I enjoy doing for a long time. I like to program for one week but after that, I don't think I want to think about it anymore. Its like when given a system, you're so excited that you think up all these ways to code it but after doing it for a time, ayoko na :P I know teaching would be a big dissapointment for my parents, especially to my dad. I feel like I'm his investment. He bought me a laptop, made a room for me among other things. haaaay :( Umuulan ksi kaya napapaisip tuloy ako. :( Just like yesterday..

Yesterday was a real downer :P My test was not how i expected it to be. Since it happened in the morning, my mood dragged in till the whole day. Malas ko tlaga super!! :P I wanted a lollipop, wala naman. haaay! Played Pusoy Dos. At first I was winning, but when it mattered the most, I lost. I know that the consequence of that lose should not really be a big deal after all wala na naman talaga eh, but I'm super secretive when it comes to those things. Pinagtulungan ako ni Tufe and Ge :P But I bet, even if I did'n tell it, Ge would have figured it out anyway. Salamat sa malaking tulong nina Tufe, and most especially Lionel, ang aking mga "FRIENDS". *bic takes a deep breath to calm herself* Anyway, I'll stop now because just remembering it makes me paranoid all over again. hehe. Its no big deal multiplied by a hundred times. hehe. :D Anyway, I've got much more important things to think about.

Tufe and Niks were super duper nice to wait for me. Since my dad could'nt pick me up, they were nice enough to go home with me eventhough the formatting lasted about till 8. i knew Niks wanted to go home early but they still waited for me. *sniff sniff* Such good friends :) hehe But I really appreciated what they have done :)

Its September now, and I'm still in a hole that I've digged myself into. I just wish that I would finally have the courage to tell it. If only it would be that easy. Is it wrong to think that i do not want to dissapoint anyone?:( but one way or another, its still going to be that way...

Shocks.. di ako sanay ng ganito..kapag umuulan..besides andito na si Joms.. nakikiusi. hahah!