9.03.2004

Went to School today with Kar for the enrollment :( I did'nt want to stay at our house because I know if I did that, I would have all these sad thoughts running through my head.

When I woke up this morning and instead of the usual "its going to be a good day" replaying in my head, the sadness still lingers. Yup, I'm still feeling sad but its going to be for today only. i promise! :) No point, as they say, "crying over spilled milk". But the evidence is still there. Namamaga mata ko. From the crying last night. I look like someone who's eyes were bitten by an insect :P grr!

My mom went to my room this morning, and told me that everything is going to be okay. And that this coming term, I should do my best and to never forget to ask for the Lord's Guidance. As expected, she gave me always an assurance of their support for me. And yes, still feeling emotional, I cried again. Even cried after she left and so I called Co. Even if it was just a short conversation, knowing that my friends are there is enough to make me feel good and to know that they are always there to help me. Good times or crappy times.

So I'm here now at the thesis room. I just missed Tufe and Niks since they went here much earlier because of Tufe's Dad. But its okay. I'll just download whatever files I need. But what I really want is to go shopping. If only I had the money :( Actually my sister and I were planning to go to Makati today but I just felt like I did'nt want to. WOAAAH!! That's how sad I'm feeling. Imagine, me passing up on going to a Mall!?!


Pilit smile and namamaga na mata. crap

But I think I'm starting to get better. I Can now smile whenever I remember a joke. hehe. I can't wait to start the next term already. Can I just say how i'll become such a nerd! hehe. Something to look forward to is knowing that i still have most of my friends with me like Co and Seyds.

I guess I'll end it here cause I'll meet Kar na. And I know by tomorrow, Tuloy na naman ang ligaya. haha!

bic walked away at 1:21 PM