1.06.2005

Ever since we came back from our vaction, as of the new year, my routine has been literally the same: wake up, watch T.V, Eat Brunch, watch T.V, Eat Merienda, watch T.V, Eat Dinner, Watch T.V, Eat Midnight Snack, Watch Videos (Lovers in Paris, Meteor Garden. hahah! Baduy na if Baduy!) , then lastly, Sleep. Every single day, my sisters would ask me if I was getting bored already, but as boring as it may seem, I love it :) While some don't like being alone, I feel like I'm in a 4-day Yoga session. I've been called in a corny way by my dad as being a "pal" as in palamunin and my corny sister as "buba" as in buhay baboy, it just goes to show how I'm the only funny one here in the house. heheh. :) Also I beg to disagree! I was the one who painstakingly took out the inside and oustide christmas decors of our house. hehe. :) And dilligently, sorted out mu sisters ironed clothes! hmp! So don't call me a Bum. I don't like that word. I'm just taking my time. There's a difference. :P

While I do want to find a job, i think it would be pointless as of now because after graduation day, I'd be leaving the country. Also my dad really does not want me, even though the idea has crossed my mind a couple of time. "Pataba ka muna!" would always be his reason. to As of now, since I have almost devoted almost a week for myself, I would now want to step out, and I just want to get started with my "plans".

I want to get started with the guitar I bought 2 years ago, thinking back then I could teach myself. I would also want to learn how to drive. I'd like also since I cannot officially work, to have at least a part time job. Maybe at a clothing store, so I could get discounts. hehe. :) I would also want to rekindle my friendships since I have not spoken to them since I got home. And lastly, I would want to do some charity work. Since my plans of studying again for becoming a teacher might possibly be by June, I could still get a head start by volunteering in an organization that does tutorials for free for our less blessed brothers and sisters. I've started inquiring with Hands on Manila but whether some might believe it or not, I'm kind of shy doing this alone. I just hope I could do this before I really get to work, because as much as I want to devote my life in charity work, realistically, I know my parents would not approve. And as much as I hate to say this, you really still need money in order to help :( After all, its now time to give back something to our society (Vote Bic for president!) :)If only I could drag someone with me ..;)

bic walked away at 11:58 PM