2.02.2005

Just got off the phone with Niks. :) Welcome Back!!! You know we missed you. I can't wait to see you tomorrow. Luv ya friend!!

Speaking of friends, I got to see my close friends, outside s19, again. Though grad practice was bittersweet, cause in a way, I felt alone, seeing my friends again, especially Ellie, Au and Tufe, even Gian (hehe!), made me feel happy and grateful in such a way that though we belong to different barkadas, and sometimes even interests, we managed to still be able to have a close relationship, and to still trust each other with our own kwentos and secrets.


nabuhay si Gian :P

And today, I felt like its finally sinking in. I feel like floating and thinking "this is really it". I'm also happy that I was seated next to a former Scholastican like me which meant, daldalan lng, but at the same time, on the other side, I have also managed to make a new friend who was really nice. Hindi naman me mahirap kausapin eh. ;) Sometimes I envy guys because, with just one utter of "Pare", it was as if they were buddies for a long time, but with girls, I feel like I still need to make "tansta". Fortunately, practice flew by fast since I'm not, as in super, close to them, there was so much to share and talk about.


uy sinong pa-cute?

I guess, one of the things that I regret, aside from not studying for those Anmath subjects (booo!!), is that, no matter how my girl friends insist that I'm the friendly one, I still felt too shy to really make friends with a lot of people. But I do believe that I'd rather have a few trustworthy friends that I could really count on, than a lot of faceless people surrounding me. :)

bic walked away at 10:44 PM