2.14.2005

When Niks left our house, I did not notice a gift and a letter that she left for me. But more than the gift, I am thankful for the letter. Sometimes, you do things for a friend because you want to show that friend how she/he mean so much to you even without expecting anything in return. But it is also heart-warming when you realize how it has touched the person :) Niks' letter was thankyou enough. Honestly, I would not go out of my way in hosting a dinner, if Niks was not a very special friend. :) Even if it included blowing all those balloons which I thought Joms would help me do. hay hay! But nevermind since it was for Niks who has become one of my closest friends. Admittedly, I have a difficult time trusting someone. But Niks has always been a friend I could trust and open up to. Even from the smallest things like getting an SM card, to Sharing my thoughts about anything, Niks has been there.

Kar asked me how I was feeling about Niks leaving, and to be honest, I am still denying that thought. As child-like that I am, it is like a wake-up call that I can't help but feel we are all growing up. It saddens me also to know that I will be leaving first before Niks leaves. :( But just like what I wrote down for Niks, taken from a quote, "True friends are never apart, maybe in distance but not in heart!" :)

bic walked away at 12:12 AM