7.26.2005
I just love Holidays.. especially holidays where it coincides with a working day. hehe. Because of SONA, I had the chance to meet up with my girl friends. :) Its been a long time since we all were able to meet up esp. with Ruz's sched. It was even more special since it would be a sometime before we would be seeing Seyds again since she would be leaving for America. Anyways, since I had free tickets for Skating, it was best and I know it would be fun if we used them. And so we did. :)Haay grabe!! :) syempre, put 4 girls who are not all totally experienced with skating, and you get a lot of shrieking, giggling, and falling. hahha! :) We even got the extra one hour for free ;) And In between eating and shopping, we had some time to catch up, and that's what even more important for me. I'm so super duper happy Farids has a job na and her office is just right across from mine. yey! :) Seyds is about to venture in this adventure and as for Ruz, should I say, maybe finally coming to her senses ;) Basta, I'm just so happy to see them.
Seyds kept on telling me that it felt like we were still in College ;) Syempre, nakita na naman nila appetite ko, and reminisced my man-like eating habits.
Asar kasi pumapayat na naman ako.. Noooo! :( Seeing them made me realize how much I missed them so much :)
bic walked away at 9:14 AM
7.25.2005
No wonder someone coined up the term, Thank God its Friday, cause Fridays are usually something to look forward to, at least for me. :) Aside from the weekend ahead, I get to see my friends during Friday nights. :)And during our "coffee session", i could'nt help but think that August is coming soon which meant a lot of birthday celebrants. :) Made me miss Niks. :) But at the same time, I am so looking forward to Joms' treat in Enchanted Kingdom. haha! :)
I soooo looovee Roller Coasters!! One of my fondest memories when going to America is making sure I get to ride the highest, fastest roller coasters we could get hold of :)
Kaya Joms, make this E.K thing happen! haha! :) 
Although I was kind of sleepy even if it was just 12 palang, it was still fun. A lot of my friends were able to make it, plus I got to beat Tufe in basketball. haha! :) I am so looking forward to this long weekend. :)
SONA is coming up, and while some have become pessimistic with our current situation,
I am still hopeful. I still believe in our country but more than that, despite these oportunistas,I still believe in the goodness of most Filipinos, and their abilities to do what is right. :)
bic walked away at 2:42 AM
7.20.2005
*spoilers ahead*
Since my default homepage is Yahoo.com, i was able to see this link to watch the extended scene from the movie "The Island". And I was thinking, good thing it was not included in the movie. Had the chance to watch the premiere of the movie, and though I was impressed with the effects, cars (!!) and all, there were some cases that I felt the movie was dragging. Just when you think that the movie has already ended because the main characters have successfully escaped, here they go, planning a heroic rescue. Another hour to go! hehe. And if Ewan McGregor was funny in the movie, what I remembered really most about Scarlett Johansson were her remarkable lines of "NOOO!" or "RUUUNN!" :D I liked the concept but the movie was not able to really make something out of it.
Okay lang siya pero I would not say its a super duper okay movie ;) It was, I guess, you can say your typical popcorn movie, cause I was able to finish the whole bag of cheese flavored popcorn. hehe
Salamat ng marami Lion! :)Sayang! I could have won at least one of the CDs they were giving away kaso may malas yata. hehhe. Had a ticket of 411 but the winners were 401 and 410!! Anyway, ok lang,
its always really nice to see a friend and just talk as if nothing has changed. Just like old times :)
Anyways, I was talking to my dad earlier since he was asking me where my laptop was, and I answered, "Nasa bahay
KO po! " hhehe.. My dad replied, "Binili mo na pala yung lote" hehe. Someday, I may just have the money to buy my own house and lot. hahaha! :)
bic walked away at 3:17 PM
7.19.2005
Naaliw me with this song. First time I heard the song,
Ewan ko by
Soapdish, I thought it was by silkyfish. hehe. No wonder, I could'nt find anything in the net. haha! :)
Sometimes you often wonder what goes in the minds of torpe guys.. You want them to get the girl but sometimes, it really is up to them.. :(
Just to add to those torpe songs like "Huwag na Lang kaya" by True Faith, "Torpe" by Hungry Young Poets ..
Ewan KoSoapdishDi mo sinabi,pero may nagsabi
Gusto yata kasama ka parati
Pero ewan ko,ewan ko
Inubos na ang pera sa kakalakwatsa
Gusto yata kasama ka parati
Pero ewan ko ewan ko
Napapasin mo na yata
nakakahiya naman gusto lng naman kitang titigan
Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
alam kong hindi pupwedeng maging tayo
pero minsan nag iiba ang ikot ng
ikot ng mundo
Susmaryosep ang dila ay sumabit
Napahiya na di na makalapit
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko.
Napapansin mo na yata nakakahiya naman
Gusto lng naman kitang titigan..
bic walked away at 5:15 PM
7.18.2005
Hopefully, things are going to be okay... :)
Since getting my fone, with no cash to spare for a data cable nor for an IR, it has only been now that I was able to transfer the pictures from my fone. Looking back, with just a few months, I've been able to experience a lot of things.. some sad but mostly happy.. yey! :) Thanks talaga po! I won't be mentioning the sad anymore but I'm just so thankful for all of these, to think it has only been for 3 months! :)
- I've been to La Union for the first time, went to Bagiuo and came back to Galera again. :)
- Dinner with thesismates, college friends after not seeing each other for a long time :)
- Got my first Job and thankfully, still loving it. :)
- Finally, I was able to experience singing at Red Box.- I was able to eat at Sonia's Garden in Tagaytay. Pwede ngang pang-date! ;) .
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- I was able to treat my family for an expensive dinner ;)- Celebrated my Tatay Juan's 80+ Bday! :) Had a chance to act and dress up like a lady. hehe. - Bowling with the Boys. Salamat Lion, Jho, Joms, and Rage! Nag improve tlaga me noh? hahahah! :)- Got so drunk that I threw up for the first time in the beach! ;).
- Had dinner and coffee that finally pushed through with Thea and Ellie.
- I was able to regularly go to our Friday sessions with my H.S Friends. :)
- Got my first ever First Place win in Basketball at Time Zone against the Boys. :)
- Came back to DAYS again after a long time. :) Thanks Juls, xtin and esp. to Ellie :)
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- Went to my first ever Fete and got a chance to have a pic with Champ of Hale na palpak naman. hehe
- Umitim na rin me.. at ayookoooooo!! :'( -Sana'y na me mag-commute ;) Although it doesn't hurt na hinahatid me. hehe
- Met new friends ;)
- Hopefully, I'm able to fix things that were ones broken...
.So much more, not to mention finally having a replacement for my 5110 fone! but more importantly, I feel blessed still having my family, friends and officemates in my life! :) Looking forward to new things to come, hopefully happy ones :)
bic walked away at 9:46 AM
7.13.2005
The problem with being too optimistic, is sometimes I expect that everything will still go well when in fact I know it won't. Maybe I never really experienced wanting something or maybe I'm just asking for too much?
bic walked away at 8:44 AM
7.11.2005
Its true what Ellie said,
she could think of a lot of things that would hinder us all from being close to one another, but somehow, Ellie, Thea and I have this sort of special bond. And I am so happy and thankful for it. Especially after what has happened.
Though I know I should'nt feel guilty about it, I am still sorry. I'm just hopeful that after feeling so happy for finally being able to meet up and make super lots of kwento that everyone left feeling happy just the same. Maybe I can finally breathe a sigh of relief pero hindi pa eh. :( For now, I'm just thankful to have them as my friends, included na si Joms who made habol pa! :) Uy Ellie, and Thea,
THANKS SUPER!! :)Maski it took us awhile to have this date, I'm still looking forward to next time. Hopefully, puro Good news na this time :) Hindi ko pa rin kaya maging "Be Aggressive!"
bic walked away at 9:09 AM
7.06.2005
They say time heals all wounds, but when can one say when the right time really is..
I thought if I gave him the time, he'd come to his senses and maybe see my reasons, and so I did.. but something happened that I did not expect. I guess, whatever I decide on, its me who still ends up losing :(
Maybe I'm just too naive thinking that our Friendship would outlast this. I'm just sad and hurt that whenever these things happen to me, instead of gaining, I end up losing.
Lagi na lang ganito, kaya don't blame me if ayoko muna ng love love! They say friendship is the best foundation for a relationship because in that way no matter what happens, in the end, you'll still be friends. Is it not that friendship is more important than Love? I guess not. Got this from a friend, and though it teaches me to Let go, to Move on or to Accept, I'm still hopeful.
I'm trying to understand. CLOSING CYCLESby Paolo Coelho One always has to know when a stage comes to
an end. If we insist on staying longer than the
necessary time, we lose the happiness and the
meaning of the other stages we have to go
through.
Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters
whatever name we give it, what matters is to
leave in the past the moments of life that have
finished.
Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship
come to an end? Did you leave your parents'
house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting
friendship ended all of a sudden?
You can spend a long time wondering why this
has happened. You can tell yourself you won't
take another step until you find out why certain
things that were so important and so solid in your
life have turned into dust, just like that.
But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for
everyone involved: your parents, your husband or
wife, your friends, your children, your sister,
everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over
new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all
feel bad seeing you at a standstill.
None of us can be in the present and the past at
the same time, not even when we try to
understand the things that happen to us. What has
passed will not return: we cannot for ever be
children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or
rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and
night relive an affair with someone who has gone
away and has not the least intention of coming
back.
Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them
really go away. That is why it is so important
(however painful it maybe!) to destroy souvenirs,
move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell
or donate the books you have at home. Everything
in this visible world is a manifestation of the
invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts
and getting rid of certain memories also means
making some room for other memories to take their
place.
Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from
them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so
sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not
expect anything in return, do not expect your
efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be
discovered, your love to be understood. Stop
turning on your emotional television to watch the
same program over and over again, the one that
shows how much you suffered from a certain
loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.
Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love
relationships that are broken off, work that is
promised but there is no starting date, decisions
that are always put off waiting for the ideal
moment. Before a new chapter is begun, the old
one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has
passed will never come back. Remember that there
was a time when you could live without that thing
or that person. Nothing is irreplaceable. A habit is
not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may
even be difficult, but it is very important.
Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity
or arrogance, but simply because that no longer
fits your life. Shut the door, change the record,
clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being
who you were, and change into who you are.
Stop being who you were, and change into who
you are.
bic walked away at 9:21 AM
7.04.2005
To make the most out of just two days in Galera, I got so burnt!!
Ang nognog ko naaa!!! waaaahh!! :(
bic walked away at 9:28 AM