10.31.2005

The long weekend is about to end but I'm so happy that I was able to at least make the most out of it:)

Right after office ended, my officemates and I had dinner at Greenbelt and proceeded in having an inuman. While I was hoping to leave by 12, it turned out to be much later than that. hehe:) Going to office would'nt be the same without all of them present..

Next morning, while I don't get headaches from drinking, I was super sleepy but at the same time, super looking forward to going to Subic. It would be the first time my family would be going to White Rock Resort. Going to stay there for 3 days ;) As soon as we arrived there and was able to unpack our things, buffet na ito :) Good thing while they were calling on volunteers to do a "tinikling" during a performance at dinner,it was my mommy and kar who was called on. haha! :D

For the first time in my life, I sang a couple of songs in front of strangers. I must admit I felt proud in doing that. Though I do love to do videoke singing, its another thing when you're with people whom you don't know would say or do to you after you did a "singing performance" ;) Fortunately, I must admit I did quite well, although I still did'nt like it when this teenage guy shouted "Don't be shy" while I was singing. grr! Paki ba!?

I just really like the feeling of not thinking and just feeling and enjoying every moment. There was this one time where Kar and I were in the hammock, and I just felt so blessed and carefree :)Or while my Ate and I were in the pool just feeling the heavy drops of water, and I thought that I could just stay there forever.

I just love it when I spend time with my family. I even got my daddy to teach me billiards. Looking forward to another out of town trip :D

bic walked away at 5:01 PM

10.20.2005

Daddy and I had an argument yesterday morning. :( I guess, he was just being protective of me to the point that he does'nt want to understand my point. I guess he just loves me too much, and only wants the best for me. oh well, my love for him isn't any less anyways. I just don't like the sad feeling of fighting with him.

bic walked away at 9:09 AM

10.19.2005

There was this one time where I was just into writing poems. Whether the poems that I wrote were about experiences of other people, trying to forget someone or simply being inspired, it made me take great appreciation for poets. With just a few but powerful words, they are able to stir your emotions. :) Although ironically, I still don't know why their books are expensive. Because of that, I always resort to bookstores or by looking it up in the net. One time i was browsing some poetry books in National, when I was able to chance upon this lovely, 'lonely' poem. I don't like sad poems but somehow, I'm drawn to them. This poem reminded me again that one of the things that i am afraid of in Life is having regrets...

Ed
Louis Simpson


Ed was in love with a cocktail waitress,
but Ed's family, and his friends,
didn't approve. So he broke it off.

He married a respectable woman
who played the piano. She played well enough
to have been a professional.

Ed's wife left him..
Years later, at a family gathering
Ed got drunk and made a fool of himself.

He said, "I should have married Doreen."
"Well,' they said, "why didn't you?"

bic walked away at 10:09 PM

10.14.2005

I'm so thankful that I'm feeling much much better now. :)

After going to Pagsanjan with my officemates last week for fun, somehow when I went back to work, I suddenly felt sick. :( Tuloy Tuloy. From the innocent colds, it turned into a terrible cough and nasty sorethroat. Though I hate being absent from work (naks!), I really had to or else I would infect everyone and be embarassed by barking like a dog. :( Haaaaaayyy! I guess, after having a good time in Laguna, tapos na maliligayang araw. hehehe Super thankful to Ms.Joanne who almost made libre everything and made me feel like I was really part of Laguna. hhehe. All I had to pay was the transpo to get there.:)

Wala lang, i super missss my friends na.. Though they tell me pinagpapalit ko na sila, SUPER DUPER hindi totoo yun... hoping to see them REAL soon!! :D

bic walked away at 3:49 PM