12.13.2008

Aside from my Birthday, I usually make a big fuss about Christmas. Christmas season for me even starts at October. Its definitely one of my favorite holidays since somehow, its the time of the year when people are more giving, loving, and all those happy adjectives that you can think of. Its also an excuse for me to shop and shop, and not feel guilty at all because am shopping for gifts for other people.

But somehow, with all the madness in my life right now, my usual trip to divisoria, my excel file for my gift list, ideas for charity work, early gift wrapping of gifts, or scavenging for the best gifts, somehow slipped past by me. I mean, We don't even have a christmas tree!!!

And now with only two weeks to go before Christmas, am in a rush to finish everything. But with work becoming less stressful, my parents coming back from the states, rekindling friendships, and a truce with ervin..... even if this year seems to be different, am starting to feel the spirit of Christmas again :)

Or maybe, all I needed was just a moment to realize how Blessed and Loved I am ;)

bic walked away at 10:53 AM

12.05.2008

I used to think that people who have this status "Its complicated" are weird. I guess, its a matter of whether you are with that person or not. But now that I'm in that situation, it is just what it is. I don't want to put any labels anymore cause I feel so stupid when I say we're together, and then the next day, am ranting about him, like I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

Who says love isn't like a roller coaster.

bic walked away at 12:06 AM

12.02.2008

My friends say, I live in this tiny bubble where innocence still exists, and that people have nothing but good intentions. But what can I say, I believe that people are innately good. But just when sometimes I think that bubble doesn't exist anymore, its the simple acts of kindness that makes me want to rethink that thought again.

While I was having this "emotional meltdown" at work a few days ago, an officemate of mine, whom I just met two months ago, became a friend for me. While he can just run along and do his own business ( while I bawl my eyes off) he offered me dinner, kind words, and most importantly, despite feeling so alone, that someone cared.

Thankyou. Hopefully, I could also be that friend to you :)

bic walked away at 11:03 PM